my life story

2010-07-04T17:27:00.001+08:00

MOVED!
ask me for link~

2010-05-25T23:24:00.001+08:00

MIA.
I'm not coming back, till I feel better.

Pictures may be the only things I have left ;
but it's not what I really want.
Goodbye, brown.doraemon -
it's heartpain, to let you go.

2010-04-30T22:22:00.004+08:00

说好的幸福呢？

thanks wifeyyyyy! :D
iloveyouuuu;

you should know, i don't wanna let go of all these.
but why?
do you want to do this to me.
BREAKDOWN.

2010-04-27T22:22:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to me, myself & I! :D
official 19! (:
thanks everything that you guys have done, really appreciated it!
& my wish was _____________.
I won't say it out.

& how i wish, at that moment;
you'll be jealous of what's happening.
but i know, you aren't.

我真的希望。。

2010-04-06T21:19:00.002+08:00

If i'm ever gone from this world, would you still remember me?
I hope, today would be the last time;
i cry so badly.. ):
I'll be strong, from tmr onwards.
I'll try my best.

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你

2010-04-06T01:52:00.003+08:00

It's not your fault, that makes me cry.
It's my own emotions that makes me cry..
I don't blame you for all these.
I thank you, you're a good enough. I just think, i don't deserve a person like you.

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容就能够解脱
我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你己对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生
我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为
我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望
我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强却输得那么绝望
少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望

2010-03-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

我爱他，跌跌撞撞到绝望，我的心深深伤过却不会忘，我和他不再属于这个地方，最初的天堂，最终的荒唐。。

It's all over..

2010-03-14T01:27:00.002+08:00

2 days since i'm back from camp..
quite lazy to blog alr..

1st day of camp (10 March 2010) ;
get to knw more friends, like wanyan, daniel (big bird!), jason, PC (don't knw full name)..
had great fun in th games, and we said to settle it ourself..
one of th game is that, we got to throw one of our shoe in the center.
and we got to take other people's shoe.
but wanyan, daniel, jason, pc, wr, deep decided to cheat.
we failed T.T
cos i didn't manage to find our group's anybody shoe..
but then glad to knw more people! :D

had a great day with group 7 ; FUN-TEN-STICK! :D
it's a name thought by wanyan.
everyone pronounce it wrongly, become fantastic! -.-
then had dinner, but not enough for all. so waited for dinner.
chicken rice, then got a bad news.
FUN-TEN-STICK is separated! ):
i was posted to group 5..
then left home, at around 7.45pm..

Day 2 (11 March) ;
reported back to sch at around 6.30am. -.-
i'm so damn early, cos my great dad send me to sch! :D
so went to report to gary, then went to find wanyan to put my bag at the room she's sleeping at..
then gather into my new grp, & even the exco also never see me before.
then get to know pinky (:
had a tough morning doing exercise.
imagine running 1 whole round of sch, from blk q to blk e and back to blk q.
& doing push up, when we take a longer time..
it's tiring..

breakfast after that, then gather at lecture hall.
had a talk.. & i'm almost freeze inside it.
cos i'm all soak wet from the morning excerise.. and walking into a aircon room..
then get to knw more people in grp 5. :D
followed by lunch, and gather.
then games time.. & building a sculpture, it's fun! :x

dinner with grp 5, it's quite fun being with them too. (:
then went to gather, and games. something like amazing race.
but the penalty is bad! started game at 7.30pm.
this is how the penalty goes..
7.30pm - 8.30pm ; 10 jumping jacks
8.30pm - 9.30pm ; 20 jumping jacks
9.30pm - 10.30pm ; 50 jumping jacks! >,<
the worst of all is doing 50 jumping jacks. -.-
and weiting had minior asthma, and cannot do alot of jumping jacks.
so we had to help her do, so it's from 50 increase to 55 jumping jacks!

in the end, i do till my leg soften :x
then 10.30pm, went back to blk q lvl 1 to gather.
then after that, 11pm went to sign out as i'm heading home after a long day!
then went to get my bag, waited so long..
the person in the end forgot me! ):
then i went down to find big bird & pc.
then they tell me the person went off lerhs, i was so WTH?!

then went up to check again, found the person at lvl 6.
& really, he forgot all abt me..
then he went to open up the door for me, i went to collect my bag.
& off i go out of sch together with big bird & pc! :D
nyp outside at night damn quiet man, so scary..
then walk till going reach mrt station, saw the train to JE is 1min.
& i bid big bird goodbye and ran for the train.
went in, and i'm so super tired.
feel like sleeping at that time..

reached home at around 12+ going 1am.
& i'm hungry, so i ask my mum to help me cook maggi mee, so super hungry!

Day 3 ;
didn't go for the last day of camp.
was super tired, slept till 11am. :x
wake up, was aching all overrrrr! ):
& wanyan told me that they were all punished on that day, luckily i didn't go.
Happy 5th Month! <3

till now, i'm still aching all overrrr.
walking like a robot. -.-
feel like having extra meat all over my leg now, like more muscles on me? :x
after doing around 200+ jumping jacks on 1 day..
can die mannnnn!

Thank you for everything,
i'm sorry for everything i've done..

2010-02-17T14:53:00.002+08:00

It's the Chinese New Year season now!
it's alr the 4th day of new year, so boring alr.
started abit of cmaths revision alr, doing the exam paper given..
been feeling so tired nowadays, because i'm always sleeping very late!
& i want to get rid of my fats! :x

someone alr say my stomach bigbig liao, arghhhhhh.
lose weight (:
new year goodies are attracting me to eat them.
& i alr finish 3/4 bottle of pineapple tarts alr, just so delicious! :D
hahahahhs.

next wed, it's cmaths exam alr..
it's time to buck up!
STUDY AHHHHHHH!

i just feel so fortunate, in someway..

2010-01-31T00:00:00.002+08:00

my life is so SCREW UP!
currently, my mouse is spoilt again ;
secondly, earpiece is going spoil too.

WHAT IS HAPPENINGGGGG?!

anybody is kind to give me their mouse? (:
i think there's no one bah.
*hints hints to somebody*
LOL!

currently super addicted to anime, CLANNAD!
i've complete season 1, now chionging season 2.
but it's kinda time to stop.
cos common test is coming on wed, plus exams are coming after new yr! ):

i need to work soon, i need moneyyyyy!

2010-01-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

back to updateeeee.
alot of incident happen.
first, 11 floor of my block caught fire.
cause:
clothes hanging outside, caught fire.
mystery not solved? not sure.

& tonight, 13 floor of my block which is very corner.
caught fire.
heard that it's because the power supply was being pour with kerosene oil.
so damn scaryyyy!
& my block totally cannot smell th kerosene oil smell, it's because the wind blows it to th other block.
luckily, my sis's friend notice it. and quickly call and ask my sis.
we went down to see, and realise it. fire engine was downstairs alr also..
2nd incident alr, 1st incident of yr 2010!

2009-12-30T20:06:00.003+08:00

long time since i've last updateeeee (:

holidays are fine, meeting love once a week..

database project is almost done, java project sucks!

done abit of it alr, remaining alr don't feel like doingggggg ):

sch's starting in 4 days timeeee!

2010 is coming in 2 days time!

spending my countdown at homeeeee..

i don't knw what to update, jus random update.

miss secondary sch gathering at holland v yesterday..

it's alright, there'll be another gathering..

isn't it? (:

2009-12-17T23:51:00.003+08:00

love & me played a game in msn call poker tic tac toe ;
and after 4-5 tries T.T
we try all ways , then in th end finally won ! :D
we almost give up , but i decide to preserve (:
& WE DID IT !

Happy 2 mths , love ♥
on th 12th , we're 2mths old (:
i love you forever , mr.K ♥

you bear with me , no matter what things i do .
you forgive me , when im in th wrong .
i love those times we spend together .
i love those pics , we had take .
even when i've threaten to decide them away , you also threaten me :x
520 1314 3344 , mr.K ♥

2009-12-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

having holidays now! :)

2009-12-02T23:32:00.003+08:00

thanks for being there, whenever i need you.
thanks for being so good to me..
you know that, and you said it's alright.
im sorry for disappointing you again and again.
hais, im sorry.
next week, i can't make it.
thanks for being so kind to me..

im feeling so terrible, so bad to you.
i feel i aren't good to you..
it's not very good to you, cos you're so good to me..
i love you, now and forever.
Mr.K <3

2009-11-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

long time didn't update.. this blog is rotting soonnnn!
had a great day today!
so muchhh funnnnn, shuang daooooo~
^^

best of a lifetime;
stays in my mind forever.
those memories, always stay.
now & forever.

2009-11-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

long time didn't update, days were quite good. (:
laptop is dyin soonnnnnn! ):
gonna fix it or maybe request for a new laptop.
trying to stop using alot of laptop lor, hoping that i can get a desktop now..

tmr will be another day ;
a perfect day.

2009-11-07T00:18:00.002+08:00

Quarrels after quarrels, what would be the ending?

pon database lectureeee, nobody expected that i would pon.
went to plaza sing with siling & sauteng, jasmine and her friend (don't knw hw to spell).
had dinner at xin wang (:
bought things at etude house, and some other things.
then went to clark quay to buy sticky the sweet~
long time never eat lerhs.
then home sweet home, my eyes are closing alr..
super tired after a long day!

i had enough!
sick & tired of all these;
i feel like giving up at times..

2009-11-03T08:41:00.002+08:00

Somethings that happen in life ;
is jus so unpredictable.

we never knw when it will happen,
or when it would go.
why not jus cherish what we have now?

2009-10-21T21:48:00.006+08:00

long long time since i last updated.
first day of sch was fine, started sch at 10am.
sem2 is full of mostly theory lectures..
lectures over lectures, is so boring.
only a few tutorials and labs. i prefer more labs, like in sem1..
but i aim for gpa of 3.2 and above for sem2..

but i think kinda hard.. arghzxzx!
work harder..
java, database, digital media design, creative and critical thinking, computer organisation system, computing maths.
Oh my god, arghzxzx!
theories, and computing maths is almost th same as amaths T.T
have to start struggling for computing maths alr.

2009-10-14T21:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday (:
out with jessie babe yesterday..
went to vivo with her, enjoyed myself.
had lots of fun with her.
alot of laughters whenever im with her.
dinner with her at harbourfront food centre :D

Today (:
went back to sch for club activities, design a t-shirt.
didn't go last week, miss the chance to make a tag.
i gonna make by next monday and send it to the senior to print it for us :D
hahahahahhs.
my shirt design is sosososo super simple lor.
lazy to post up photos on the trip to vivo. hahahahhs.

2009-10-09T11:28:00.001+08:00

did this quiz in fb, quite trueeeee.

Taurus Strength Keywords:

- Dependable
- Persistent
- Loyal
- Patient
- Generous

Taurus Weakness Keywords:

- Stubborn
- Laziness
- Possessive
- Materialistic
- Self-indulging

Taurus and Independence:

Taurus is not the one who ventures out into the unknown and leads the way, Taurus is the one that will follow the leader and strengthen and build upon the discovered, in other words they are the one that will "dot the I's and cross the T's". This perseverance is given to them by their stubborn streak. Taurus stubborn streak is what gives their independence. They like to do things their way. They are perfectly fine on being alone, this way things get done they way they want them to be done. Taurus is not a follower, but they are not the brave one either. Taurus is perfectly independent. With their perseverance, they get things done and can do quite well for themselves.

Taurus and Friendship:

A Taurus is an excellent friend. Taurus has few close friends as opposed to many acquaintances. The few people they hold dear to them are guarded and protected. Their friends are treated like family and they are fiercely loyal and dependable. Taurus loves to be the host or hostess. Although not a total social butterfly, they can be shy around strangers, the people who Taurus let into their lives are lavishly catered to when Taurus decides to throw a party, they decorate and present everything lavishly. Taurus will always pamper themselves and their close group of friends.

Taurus and Business:

Taurus is a strong business person. Taurus is the one who has immense perseverance, even when others have given up, the Taurus rages on. They have a knack for finance and their financial advice is prized. They know where money is to be made and have the ability to manipulate and set the path for their own success. Taurus are not frivolous spenders but they like to live lavishly and surround themselves with nice possessions and foods, which all adds up resulting in large spending habits. They will not spend all their money and cause their business to fail because if they do, their security and stability will be gone and this will cause them great stress.

Taurus Temperament:

Taurus are deeply sensitive, the slightest comment or negative remark will be taken personally and they can easily get offended or hurt. Their stubborn streak results in laziness. They can be very lazy when someone gives them orders or wants them to do something they do not want to do. They are not lazy when it comes to themselves,

Taurus Deep Inside:

Taurus are not fond of change. In fact, is change is imminent, they get very nervous and worried. They do not like anything new because anything new is unknown and Taurus fears the unknown. Taurus needs order in their lives and when they do not have order, they get very anxious. Taurus will cut themselves off from the unfamiliar in order to avoid the feelings of insecurity that arise when new experiences and situations are present. Taurus do not express their feelings openly and their inner self is contained and secretive. Many people do not know how sensitive Taurus really is, they hide it well. As a result, they are often emotionally hurt when the wrong things are said, they take things too personally sometimes. Taurus avoids talking about their emotions and many people never really know how they feel.

Taurus in a Nutshell:

Taurus is the one who has immense perseverance, even when others have given up, the Taurus rages on. Solid and persistent, just like the bull, which is Taurus' well suited symbol. Taurus's have a well known reputation for being stubborn, which is not necessarily a bad thing. The stubborn streak can cause Taurus to butt heads and conflict with other strong character types. Taurus are not fond of change. They like the familiar and routine comfort of life. Taurus is easy going and not one to pick a fight but should some poor souls attempt to provoke Taurus, the wrath will be known, for they have a temper underneath the calm surface. Taurus are very responsive to their surroundings. They like decorations, color, anything that appeals to all the senses. Taurus like possessions and the Taurus home is nicely decorated with lots of things. Taurus are down to earth, they do not like gaudy, flashy or over the top things. They prefer comfortable and creative settings and objects. Taurus likes security, in every aspect of their lives from home, to love, to career. Taurus can be secretive, opinionated and stingy. Taurus tend to be self-indulgent and lazy, Taurus are master procrastinators of the astrology zodiac! They do however have a strong, persistent drive that comes to life when they chose, and no one would ever know that they are lazy. The secret to this is that their laziness is pushed aside when it comes to themselves.

2009-10-09T00:12:00.006+08:00

Happy 3 years 6 months to Jessie & Me (:
we've been together, ups & downs.
i always treasure this friendship of ours,
ever since 9 april 2006.
& i believe, our friendship would go on for eternity! :D
JessieLYT, <333333

been thinking, after poly..
uni or work?
hais.
this qns is abit hard.

im thinkin so far, hais.
i don't think i would go uni, maybe night class after work?
i think if i go uni, i would go mad earlier or sooner..
work bah, would be my choice.
hais. hais. hais.
sch's starting in 1 more week time!

Edited (:
morningggggg! ^^
and there, that pig is still sleeping T.T
i cannot stand the pig sia.
can sms me till sleep T.T
so freaking sad can ):

2009-10-08T09:47:00.003+08:00

update time, boreddddd!
1 more week before sch starts, and now my laptop is giving me stupid problems again T.T
how to survive without my laptop ~
arghhzxzx!
seriously need a desktop liao, if not i don't knw how long my laptop lifespan can be. ):

im currently waiting for love♥ to come onlineeeeee. (:
i think love♥ is still sleeping T.T
i get to knw a pig loveee!

2009-10-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

been twittering more then plurking and blogging.
hahahahhs.
seriously, i don't knw what to blog.
holidays are coming to an end real soonnnnn..
sch will starts on 19oct.

been thinking alot recently..
life is unpredicatable..
you never knw what's going to happen the next min..
the past, you carn go back.
why not jus look forward to the future?
where it might be better then before. :D

2009-10-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

hais, pathetic.
msn de email got problem again.
freak out.
hopefully can be solveeeee.

Happy Mid Autumn Festival ! :D

should i or should i not?

2009-09-30T10:05:00.002+08:00

Sick ):
all those symtoms like headache, backache, feel cold, throat dry.
are all coming to me..
now totally is no strength to do anything, hais.
eyes are getting painful now, go off for now.

hopefully, i can get well soon.
& get my stupid msn settled.
don't knw why, problems are still coming back.

2009-09-29T11:21:00.003+08:00

another day, spend like this.
nothing to do, and don't knw what to do..
holidays are wasted, jus like that.
have to find something meaningful to do..
somehow.. :x

sometimes, i wonder abt somethings.
is it that im thinking too much?
or that it is true?
i really wish to knw the ans, in a way or another.
hais.

may i knw how old are you?
unreasonable creature, get lost from my sight!
yes, i have my own room now.
i don't have to face that creature anymore! :D

2009-09-28T18:53:00.002+08:00

back to blogger.
decided not to use onsugar, super hard to use.
blogger is much much easier then onsugar.
erm, holidays left with 2weeks plus.
no job, wasted the whole 6 weeks of holidays alr.

2009-07-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

I think i really need to wake up.
why do i have that strange dream ?
失去的痛苦。。
hais ..
things in this life is fated , and you change my life ..
cherish what you have now , leaving no regrets in life .

2009-07-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

i still move back to blogger , oh gosh .
i've been changing here and there ..
sch's fineeeee :D
but would feel sleepy at days ..
weekends are arriving (: